Down

Another day...another blood test. Today's blood test registered a lower number - 221. Last week we were at 324 and today we are at 221. So, yay, we're finally going down. It still weird typing that and cheering it but I know it's all good....at least we are going down.

I am still tired, but I have been working a lot and rising early because of Jack so that has something to with it. Oh well.

I go back next Friday for another test. Though I am "happy" that numbers are going down, I am not thrilled how long this process is taking. It feels like it'll take another 3-4 weeks before we're at zero. Sigh...it's weird to live your life - do the every day thing - work etc and then stop and realize "oh, wait! there's this other thing!" I don't know it's all so weird. I have never ever been here before. It's a really weird thing - it's taking so long to be done with this. I loathe walking into the Doctor Office right now. I mean everyone is nice, but I am not in there to prep to get pregnant. I am not there to monitor my pregnancy. I am in there every week to make sure my non-pregnancy pregnancy is gone - done with. My body reset so to speak. I don't know it's weird. All of this weird.

Anyways, numbers are down. Not sure how long this will take to get back to zero but it feels like it is creeping....nothing I can do though.

In other news, tomorrow we are taking Jack to see a Mystere - a Cirque du Soleil show here in town. He is very excited and loves shows. I am looking forward to it. It'll be fun!