Just got the call and my number is down to 174. It is down, but wow it is dragging on - isn't it??? Why does it take so long? Gah!
Anyways, back for another pricking next Friday! Ulgh - I'm really really really starting to hate going in. :( Oh well - nothing I can do. It was one thing to have weekly prickings when you were starting something - hoping for something. This one is just annoying because it monitoring an ending. I know necessary, but it's just a constant reminder so it sucks.
At this rate, this cycle is never-ending. They own me for the rest of the year. It just all sucks and puts me in such a bad mood. Such a scranky freaking mood. I can escape all this for a week but am always reminded every Friday. I know it is what it is, but it annoys me nonetheless and makes me all a bit sad.
But yeah - still going down and the slowest pace ever, but at least down down down down and the Fertility place owns me for the rest of the year. Sigh...
Sorry for all these annoying and whiney posts. I am not always like this...really I am not.
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You have every right to be cranky! I swear, the only good thing about having an exploding ectopic removed via surgery was no more betas. They are torturous!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry your numbers aren't going down more quickly. Do you think they'd let you come in every 1.5-2 weeks now that the numbers are falling? At least you wouldn't have to get stuck as often. (My RE would insist on every week, so that's probably not a good suggestion.)
Regardless, I hope those numbers fall fast from here on out and you can get on with things. Being in limbo just freaking sucks.